Wednesday, November 4, 2009
珍惜
昨夜又失眠了，躺着想了很多。
不喜欢翻开报纸，太多不想看到的悲剧。
人为的、意外的。
纯朴的世界已不在了。
如果，我失明了；
我想我一定不能接受，
彩色的世界一夜之间只有黑色。
我想我坚强不起来、只会自艾自怨吧！
如果，我不在了；
多少人会记得我、不舍得我呢？
我的生命停顿了，别人还得活在当下。
不在了，还有来世吗？
世事无常，我们都该把握当下，珍惜每一个人，每一个时刻。
我，真的很讨厌意外。
不喜欢翻开报纸，太多不想看到的悲剧。
人为的、意外的。
纯朴的世界已不在了。
如果，我失明了；
我想我一定不能接受，
彩色的世界一夜之间只有黑色。
我想我坚强不起来、只会自艾自怨吧！
如果，我不在了；
多少人会记得我、不舍得我呢？
我的生命停顿了，别人还得活在当下。
不在了，还有来世吗？
世事无常，我们都该把握当下，珍惜每一个人，每一个时刻。
我，真的很讨厌意外。
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saja
It's already week 4, times flies. Sigh, I just no idea what I had done for the past 3 weeks.
Week 4 which mean I am going back to Penang this weekend.
I dint tell my mom yet, and not sure will tell soon or not.
Don't like to back home and feeling like stay in the jail. Mom will control everywhere I go.
I don't like to be controlled.
Just dream about Sayang, he fetch me eat holiao.
I think I just too miss penang's food.
Doesn't mean KL's food is not nice, just not suite me. For me, penang's food is always the best. =)
I am hungry now. I need food. Oppsss no, I need tasty food. =X
Week 4 which mean I am going back to Penang this weekend.
I dint tell my mom yet, and not sure will tell soon or not.
Don't like to back home and feeling like stay in the jail. Mom will control everywhere I go.
I don't like to be controlled.
Just dream about Sayang, he fetch me eat holiao.
I think I just too miss penang's food.
Doesn't mean KL's food is not nice, just not suite me. For me, penang's food is always the best. =)
I am hungry now. I need food. Oppsss no, I need tasty food. =X
Sunday, October 25, 2009
这，就是我。
不同的人有不同的性格
我自认为自己是地球上最容易被人了解的人。
对喜欢的、厌恶的，我都会发泄出来。
发泄的管道是最直接的，就是用口说出来。
对住在一起的人不满，我对学院的朋友说；
对学院的朋友不满，我对我的屋友说；
对中学的朋友不满，我对学院的朋友说；
从来不会对当事人表达我的不满两次，我认为这是不必要的。
如果那个人懂得，那他就不必你来提醒他。
那个人如果不懂得，那提醒他了又有何用？
别人不会感谢，只会开始觉得你很烦。
每个人都有一个底线，当你踏进了我的安全范围，那你就得承受后果。
=）
或许你会觉得，为什么我要用声音去发泄，而不是文字呢？
那，这就是我 -- 邱颖嘉。
我喜欢现在的我，我把开心的，不开心的都一一摊开让别人知道，起码我不会忧郁成病。
也许你不懂，我会为了一件事情在背后骂那一个人；
但，我也会因为与那一个人当面吵架而哭。
开心的时候，会笑容满面。
伤心的时候，会躲起来哭。
我永远不会让朋友看到我脆弱的一面。
甚至与男朋友吵架，哭了一夜，第二天还是会笑着告诉朋友我吵架了。
这，就是我。
怕，是我人生最大的障碍。
最怕遇到难过的人，因为我不会开解人。
最怕遇到情绪不稳定的人，因为我容易哭。
有朋友找我出去听他讲心事，我拒绝了；
拒绝后，我内疚了。
只能说，对不起了；
因为我怕遇到我不能控制的情况。
我怕，两个人在一个空间而我不懂该做什么的情况。
我，其实不坚强。
我，其实很胆小。
人是矛盾的，或者只有我矛盾？
不喜欢一个人，也不希望与那个人撕破脸；
觉得自己是对的，却对自己没有信心；
觉得自己错了，也不会去道歉；
你也许不喜欢我的处事方式，那只能抱歉的告诉你，你还不够资格做我的好朋友。
因为，你永远包容不了我。
=）
我自认为自己是地球上最容易被人了解的人。
对喜欢的、厌恶的，我都会发泄出来。
发泄的管道是最直接的，就是用口说出来。
对住在一起的人不满，我对学院的朋友说；
对学院的朋友不满，我对我的屋友说；
对中学的朋友不满，我对学院的朋友说；
从来不会对当事人表达我的不满两次，我认为这是不必要的。
如果那个人懂得，那他就不必你来提醒他。
那个人如果不懂得，那提醒他了又有何用？
别人不会感谢，只会开始觉得你很烦。
每个人都有一个底线，当你踏进了我的安全范围，那你就得承受后果。
=）
或许你会觉得，为什么我要用声音去发泄，而不是文字呢？
那，这就是我 -- 邱颖嘉。
我喜欢现在的我，我把开心的，不开心的都一一摊开让别人知道，起码我不会忧郁成病。
也许你不懂，我会为了一件事情在背后骂那一个人；
但，我也会因为与那一个人当面吵架而哭。
开心的时候，会笑容满面。
伤心的时候，会躲起来哭。
我永远不会让朋友看到我脆弱的一面。
甚至与男朋友吵架，哭了一夜，第二天还是会笑着告诉朋友我吵架了。
这，就是我。
怕，是我人生最大的障碍。
最怕遇到难过的人，因为我不会开解人。
最怕遇到情绪不稳定的人，因为我容易哭。
有朋友找我出去听他讲心事，我拒绝了；
拒绝后，我内疚了。
只能说，对不起了；
因为我怕遇到我不能控制的情况。
我怕，两个人在一个空间而我不懂该做什么的情况。
我，其实不坚强。
我，其实很胆小。
人是矛盾的，或者只有我矛盾？
不喜欢一个人，也不希望与那个人撕破脸；
觉得自己是对的，却对自己没有信心；
觉得自己错了，也不会去道歉；
你也许不喜欢我的处事方式，那只能抱歉的告诉你，你还不够资格做我的好朋友。
因为，你永远包容不了我。
=）
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Pavillion- Serority Row
Went to watch Serority Row in the very first week at Pavillion. The movie is not bad, at least i get shocked a few times.
After that, went to Ichiban for dinner. This is my first time visit and I think every sushi restaurant is the same. I felt no different. ;p
This is always my favorite, too bad there didn't have a set.I need to mixed it up.
This is the first time I went out with this gang.lol
felt like....
They are competing for 'who has the most yam face' title. lol
Picture of the day, titled
'Guy is still guy'
I love this blue ..
I know my standing position is a bit weird, I am not ready and the picture is taken. Sigh
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I still felt lifeless. What will rescue me ?
After that, went to Ichiban for dinner. This is my first time visit and I think every sushi restaurant is the same. I felt no different. ;p
This is always my favorite, too bad there didn't have a set.I need to mixed it up.
This is the first time I went out with this gang.lol
felt like....We moved to MOF to have some ais-cream.
They are competing for 'who has the most yam face' title. lol
Picture of the day, titled'Guy is still guy'
I love this blue ..
I know my standing position is a bit weird, I am not ready and the picture is taken. Sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I still felt lifeless. What will rescue me ?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Results
Woke up earlier than I expected today, which is an hour earlier for me to prepare to college.
Ahma phone me and woke me up for checking the result.
At the moment, some pieces of me is like " !@#$%^&* "
I want my beauty sleeping time !!!!! I only slept 5 hours. ='(
Anyway, impossible to ask me close my eyes and fall into sleep again while my brain is full of 'fail,fail,fail'
Open my pink dell laptop, press in the password and wait for it ready.
The website is loading slow like turtle.
My stomach is pain and felt my heart gonna break out from my body.
Some point, i really refuse to see it.
Anyhow, I get my result now. I did failed but it's in my expectation.
The only sad case is the subject i read two weeks before.
'Don't read too early before final' is my quote now. =p
Wish me luck for this semester.
I did try hard too =)
Ahma phone me and woke me up for checking the result.
At the moment, some pieces of me is like " !@#$%^&* "
I want my beauty sleeping time !!!!! I only slept 5 hours. ='(
Anyway, impossible to ask me close my eyes and fall into sleep again while my brain is full of 'fail,fail,fail'
Open my pink dell laptop, press in the password and wait for it ready.
The website is loading slow like turtle.
My stomach is pain and felt my heart gonna break out from my body.
Some point, i really refuse to see it.
Anyhow, I get my result now. I did failed but it's in my expectation.
The only sad case is the subject i read two weeks before.
'Don't read too early before final' is my quote now. =p
Wish me luck for this semester.
I did try hard too =)
Monday, October 19, 2009
..................
I am nervouse...or scare now.
My result will release tomorrow,and I totally can imagine the poor result.
I am saying repeat and repeat again, I can't blame others except myself.
But I think I put many effort for the last time exam, but still it is not enough.
Practice do make different and what I need is many many practice.
....
....
..
I think I am tired right now, don't even thinking to move forward.
I hate myself for being like this, but this is me.
Maybe I need some push, a little bit of sweet hug will bring me way farther?
Don't worry, I am fine.
I just thinking how best if you could beside me , hug me when the night.
I miss you sayang. ='(
My result will release tomorrow,and I totally can imagine the poor result.
I am saying repeat and repeat again, I can't blame others except myself.
But I think I put many effort for the last time exam, but still it is not enough.
Practice do make different and what I need is many many practice.
....
....
..
I think I am tired right now, don't even thinking to move forward.
I hate myself for being like this, but this is me.
Maybe I need some push, a little bit of sweet hug will bring me way farther?
Don't worry, I am fine.
I just thinking how best if you could beside me , hug me when the night.
I miss you sayang. ='(
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hatyai Trip
I back to KL last two weeks and had been went out for k session, movies and so on. I am totally broke now. It's mean that, this weekend which is Deepavali I have to stay in A-7-3A. Oh god, when my loan will come?
My result will released this Tuesday and I don't have any hope for it. I think i probably will fail 2 to 3 papers. T.T I really hate exam as I grow bigger.
Let's move on to today title. lol
Went to hatyai last day before i came back to KL with sayang and his mom.
I like to go there for shopping but not for food. I don't like Thai food even though many people praise the food there. Sorry, I don;t know how to enjoyed. ><
My result will released this Tuesday and I don't have any hope for it. I think i probably will fail 2 to 3 papers. T.T I really hate exam as I grow bigger.
Let's move on to today title. lol
Went to hatyai last day before i came back to KL with sayang and his mom.
I like to go there for shopping but not for food. I don't like Thai food even though many people praise the food there. Sorry, I don;t know how to enjoyed. ><
Sayang's mom in the center and the aunty beside is his mom's fr.We went to pray at the temple which located at the hill and the scenery there was nice. There don't have tall buildings like penang.
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We went to night market there.
I wish I can care my blog a little bit more. I rather watch Amazing Race, Survivor, ABDC and Korea show when my free time now.I miss him so much. T.T The life in KL soon will be end , in 4 months time. =)
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Su Min's 21st Birthday at Smoky Jack, Penang
It's happened exactly 10days before today. lol And I am finally update it before I am purposely forget about it. =p
Lynn come and fetch me that day, a bit rush as I am always the slow motion. lala~~~
Don't drive while your eyes close !! haha
The 1st one :
WeiLing
Lynn
Me
The Birthday girl and me
2nd one:
See their bo kamuan de face when I ask them move again. lol
The 3rd one:
Jia Ming
Haven't see for such a long time. We used to study together even we are not in the same course. =)
Finally, we settle down at here,
The late comer , Huey Ping.
Her sexy back. ngiak ngiak
Food food..where is the food? We're starving.
Mr.Ivan with me
Have to see them even back from KL. T.T
The guys and a girl.
Take hundred times to capture a good picture =(
The girls.
Tarc's engineering girls. =)
After the birthday song and wishes, group picturesss :
With her family
M63 girls
The clhs gang
Wei Hwang and her
Chun Hsien and her
The little amount of cdk-ian. Many of them are not able to attend. ='(
We are getting older and lesser time to meet together. Miss those time in school.
The inti-ian.
Tarcian
Me and her. But not focus on my camera.
Lynn come and fetch me that day, a bit rush as I am always the slow motion. lala~~~
Don't drive while your eyes close !! hahaWe went inside , move to a few seat and hardly find ourselves a suitable one.
The 1st one :
WeiLing
Lynn
MeThe Birthday girl and me2nd one:
See their bo kamuan de face when I ask them move again. lol
The 3rd one:
Jia Ming
Haven't see for such a long time. We used to study together even we are not in the same course. =)Finally, we settle down at here,
The late comer , Huey Ping.
Her sexy back. ngiak ngiak
Food food..where is the food? We're starving.
Mr.Ivan with meHave to see them even back from KL. T.T
The guys and a girl.
Take hundred times to capture a good picture =(
The girls.
Tarc's engineering girls. =)They start preparing the cake.
After the birthday song and wishes, group picturesss :
With her family
M63 girls
The clhs gang
Wei Hwang and her
Chun Hsien and her
The little amount of cdk-ian. Many of them are not able to attend. ='(We are getting older and lesser time to meet together. Miss those time in school.
The inti-ian.
Tarcian
Me and her. But not focus on my camera.Oh ya, do you discover that no food pictures in this post? That's got quite a few reasons for that actually,
1st, I am too hungry until forgot to took any nice picture of those food
2nd, The food wasn't as nice as you think
3rd, Personally, I'm strongly not recommend you for it except you want a romantic environment. =)
Okay, gonna bye for now. I am quite tired after back from pavillion for my movie. Will update soon. =)
1st, I am too hungry until forgot to took any nice picture of those food
2nd, The food wasn't as nice as you think
3rd, Personally, I'm strongly not recommend you for it except you want a romantic environment. =)
Okay, gonna bye for now. I am quite tired after back from pavillion for my movie. Will update soon. =)
Lynn going to say good bye but she is too shy !!
haha~
haha~
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The Curve - Ikea - Bukit Jalil
Phew ~ Finally it's upload finish, both in facebook and here. And I skip a lot photos in here. Anyway, its happened few months ago. ><
We went to Bukit Jalil for Astro Competition since we have the free tickets. Lou dao's brother was joining the competition and able to get us some VIP free tickets. Don't waste the free stuff is our reson for going. lol
We went to Bukit Jalil for Astro Competition since we have the free tickets. Lou dao's brother was joining the competition and able to get us some VIP free tickets. Don't waste the free stuff is our reson for going. lol
Me and WeiLing in the car, waiting others.We went The Curve before heading to Bukit Jalil.
This is their main purpose , they thought can redeem mtv free tickets but eventually you need to pay to get for the tickets.Since Ikea is near there, we went for it to spend our extra timessss.
I love this picture, everyone was smile happily. =)
I want this one for my house. lol
We meet her in there. HanWei, seldom talk in secondary but at least we had taken a photo after graduate.
And of course, we playing the mirror around there. lolI-love-Ikea-design. =D
And we went to Winter Warmer for dinner. A not so nice meal. ='(
The flowers is ornament for our pictures. lolAnd now we are on our way to Bukit Jalil.
In the car.
Before the show started.
Finally it is start !
The contestant.
The Host.
The crowd.
Lou dao's brother is the winner for his session . =)
And finally the winner is her.
And I have my first picture with her !! lol
Able to grab some local artists to take picture before headed back.
Guess is who ...
And finally , out pretty-handsome weiling wish to say good bye with you all with her shock expression. lol
Guess is who ...
And finally , out pretty-handsome weiling wish to say good bye with you all with her shock expression. lol
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I have my gong-dai hair cut. T.T
Showed you next time. =)
Monday, September 21, 2009
Tsunami
Aloha~~~~
I am back to Penang,the place that I belong to and belong to me. =D
But then, Sayang was not here, most of my friends were not here. Felt....!@#$% . Back at the wrong time. ><
Watched The Gamer before I went back from KL with my classmates, it's better than my expected.
Tsunami is my today's movie. It's a bit funny at the begining and my tears drop at the end. Ending is not my favorite and the tsunami was so fake.
Oh ya, my watch-mate is her :::
Ms. Khei Khei
Nice to always have her when my holidays. xoxo
And ya, I am count down-ing. 18 hours from the time he back and we will went to eat our all time favorite-nasi lemak. lol
I am back to Penang,the place that I belong to and belong to me. =D
But then, Sayang was not here, most of my friends were not here. Felt....!@#$% . Back at the wrong time. ><
Watched The Gamer before I went back from KL with my classmates, it's better than my expected.
Tsunami is my today's movie. It's a bit funny at the begining and my tears drop at the end. Ending is not my favorite and the tsunami was so fake.
Oh ya, my watch-mate is her ::: 
Ms. Khei Khei
Nice to always have her when my holidays. xoxo And ya, I am count down-ing. 18 hours from the time he back and we will went to eat our all time favorite-nasi lemak. lol
