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曾经,
在我小时候,我会幻想我将来的男朋友将会是怎样的...
小说看太多了,幻想的都是不切实际的...
哈哈~
长大了,了解了童话还是童话,不可能成为现实的...
我第一个真正喜欢的男生没有变成我的男朋友..(小时候的那种不算)
因为有很多因素...而且喜欢却没有那种"喔,对了,我想要跟他在一起"的感觉..
我现在的男朋友是我第一个男朋友..
在一起一年多了..近两年了..
其间,我们分手过两次了..
分手了,还能在一起吗?
答案是可以的..
看你能接受多少的改变而已..
第一次分手是因为他觉得不适合...他不能对我像我对他酱好..我接受了,我等着他的改变..
第二次分手是因为我忍受不了朋友比我重要的那种感觉..我喊停了..
我承认,这次是我冲动..
等待了一个学期,我们又再复合了..
该怎么说呢..
我从来没放弃过这断感情...
就是有一种执着...
复合,真的改变很多...
我改变,他也改变了..
感觉我们都有在为这断感情而付出..
我变得不再太计较了...
他也有在减少跟女生sms...
还是有,但起码彼此都有在努力...
我喜欢的他...
就是他的全部...
不懂的怎么说,跟他在一起,就有一种幸福的感觉..
^^
太幸福也会有怕的感觉..
怕他,怕别的女生..
他太喜欢惹别的女生了..
怕别的女生把他的话当真...
我问过他,如果别的女生喜欢上他了,怎么办?
他回我说,那时她们的事...
如果这样的他是高兴的..那我选择相信他了...^^
他对我的爱,也许外人不明白..
但,我明白的..
只是,我太贪心了..=p
我喜欢的男生令我又爱又恨....
geram geram lor~~!!
Today i open my msn ... My msn i always put bz and dint call for other for chat one...
always wait for others to chat...
so i have more time to do my stuff...
i am also not an unfriendly ppl ...
i can chat if got topic and i will too...
But , today i super geram for some unknow ppl...
The most make me geram is ...
i dunno who is him..
He came and say can we be fr .... then i dint reply he start some intro...
he ask me juz a few question :
1.Did i busy ?
:: A bit
2.Then can't chat d?
:: can , maybe slow a bit...
3.Or u gv me hp no. we chat through sms?
:: no need la , we can chat here..
4.Where u come form ?
:: Penang
5.How old are u ?
:: going to 19
6.Did u have bf ?
:: yes
Then we never chat d since u have bf !!
Swt ==""
Where got ppl so realistic like him one...dont chat then dont chat la... who wan chat with u?
U come to me and say like this to me , u haven't kena from me yet..~!
hngz~!
U come for me and dunwan to chat juz becos i have bf ??
swt la u..
got need a gf till like that bo??!!
sigh~!
So many ppl finding gf / bf through on9...
seriusly , personally i not agree with it ...
i think it wont successful and laz long one..
juz few times chat and become couple ..==" It's so stupid..
i got few fr on even dint c before..
sigh ~ =="
This is my personal opinion..
Got some are also successful example ...i cant reject to agree it..~!
But, just wan to say..careful when know people..expecially those ppl u are not clear about them~!
Lastlt, i am not angry , i just geram ~~!
so Nervous today .... (actually not so) i get my laz sem result d..but this time , my coll need we checked ourself in the net..sigh~~!!how we checked in the coll without a laptop ?? (dun ask me go comp lab , i never go if dint hv a class)k , nvm ..we got psp and hp .. wireless ^^but too slow d..cant wait d..lolz~i get..get......get........what do u think i will get ?? hehez~think before laz sem exam time ... haihz~ i also not so remember d..actually i always told my fr i will fail...i dint have confident to told ppl i will pass...later if i dint pass leh??shy lor..=pbut in my heart, i know i can pass 1 ^^ haha~dun say me lanc , i gt exam luck...(dun scold me if i say so)surely,need to study la..everytime also nearly fail 1...at least dint fail no need resit alone , right ?? but this time i juz get a satisfied for myself.. haihz~hope to do more well...oh ya...the moment i know my bf do quite well, i was happy more than knowing myself is pass all ^^To some of my friends, don't sad because of fail now.. because u all sure can pass later ^^this sem work hard more ya ^^work hard together.. 
Just wan to say HI in this brand new place ... ^^
Yesterday nite joycelyn come and chat with me ,
she say ' y don't u have a blogspot ?? '
i ask back ' y i need to have one ?? '
' since u write blog in the friendster and if u get one , u can edit more stuff and have ur own web '
k k, i am a good gal and i always listen to the old one.. =p
so i go get one but i stuck at there... cos i forgot my password..==""
however , finally remember back the password otherwise wo my 1st post here... wakakaka~Stay tuned for the next post ~~!
